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My dirty secret
I've decided to start posting my old fics here as a way of backing them up. I admit to my chagrin that I also hope to get a few ego strokes from people who may not have read my older stuff. I find myself in need of adulation today. *G*
So I've been re-reading my old stuff from 9-10 years ago. It's tempting to edit it; there are a lot of bad habits I've striven hard to overcome, and it makes me cringe to see them in my own stories. But I will resist the temptation. They're not THAT bad.
In fact, they're pretty hot, if I do say so myself. Am I the only person who goes back to read her own stories and thinks, "DAMN, I'm good"? Sometimes when I want a quick turn-on, the only thing I can find to satisfy me is one of my own stories. I guess it's because I write for my own enjoyment, fleshing out my own kinks. But still, it seem terribly egoistic of me, doesn't it?
So, please to forgive the self-centeredness. I am grateful for your indulgence! So as not to overwhelm, I'll not post more than one story per day. If you've already read them, don't feel obliged to comment. And if you haven't ... don't feel obliged to comment. However, if you throw a bone of praise my way, I will try not to soak you with my tears of gratitude and joy. And if you want to critique or roast me on a spit, feel free. It's all good.
I've decided to start posting my old fics here as a way of backing them up. I admit to my chagrin that I also hope to get a few ego strokes from people who may not have read my older stuff. I find myself in need of adulation today. *G*
So I've been re-reading my old stuff from 9-10 years ago. It's tempting to edit it; there are a lot of bad habits I've striven hard to overcome, and it makes me cringe to see them in my own stories. But I will resist the temptation. They're not THAT bad.
In fact, they're pretty hot, if I do say so myself. Am I the only person who goes back to read her own stories and thinks, "DAMN, I'm good"? Sometimes when I want a quick turn-on, the only thing I can find to satisfy me is one of my own stories. I guess it's because I write for my own enjoyment, fleshing out my own kinks. But still, it seem terribly egoistic of me, doesn't it?
So, please to forgive the self-centeredness. I am grateful for your indulgence! So as not to overwhelm, I'll not post more than one story per day. If you've already read them, don't feel obliged to comment. And if you haven't ... don't feel obliged to comment. However, if you throw a bone of praise my way, I will try not to soak you with my tears of gratitude and joy. And if you want to critique or roast me on a spit, feel free. It's all good.